A long time

Its been bout a month since I last wrote on here. Been so busy with work and running around. Not much free time, last week I worked 74hrs. Good thing I love my job *most the time*. The other Sous Chef has been getting on my nerves alot lately. Just want to tell him to fucking man up. Had an intense therapy appointment last week. I was flying high from it. As soon as I returned to work, right as I opened the door he was up in my face. I spilled rice before I rushed out and thought I cleaned it all up. I missed about 1/8 of a cup that went under a pan and I didnt see it. In front of everyone he yelled at me for it and I stood my ground. He seemed shocked. Chef was pissed at him for being so immature. Between work and just normal life stuff its been difficult to manage my bipolar. Holding it together so far, lets see how long this lasts